Since my last post my mind has started to wander on what I want to do with my life.  When I first started this blog I wanted to go to Law School.  But now I am not so sure... there are so many other things wthat make me happy, such as, music, photography, art, and business.  I guess I am just sick of college right now, but because I have student loans I can't quit or I have to start repaying the loans.  I just really want to move out of my mom's house and get out on my own, but I can't because with my health I can't hold down a job.  Sure, I worked for three years at Sonic while I was in high school, but my boss knew and understood my health situation.  Now when I try to work at a law firm or in an office somewhere they think that I am gone too much!  Maybe I may have more to do with that than I think!   I have this work idea that because I may be gone alot, I tend to bust my ass for my employer while I am at work.  So when I am gone my employer freaks out becuase everything tends to fall apart.  Could that be a reason whey they don't like me being gone?

     On a happier not my autistic nephew Nathaniel lost his first tooth the other day!  My sister Amanda had such a cow because she thought his tooth may have been knocked out.  But it turns out it probably came out when he was eating an apple.  The one next to it was loose and she tried to pulli out.  I freaked on her and told her not to pull out his tooth.  Of course once she pulled her hand out of his mouth he said, " Ouch momma.....BAD MOMMA!"   It was too cute!  So Mandy and I explained to Nate that when he looses a tooth he needs to tell mommy so she can put it under his pillow and have the toothe fairy come to see him.  That way she'll give him money to buy corn dogs from Sonic.  He loves those stupid corn dogs.  Of course he wanted to see a picture of the tooth fairy so we showed him the tooth fairy on the Neopets site.

     Now Amelia hasn't really done anything big besides deciding she loves to be a baby daredevil and roll down the stairs from the upper house to the lower house.  She did it once wheile I was there and it happened in like slow motion.  I saw her start to roll down the stairs on her side and I heard myself scream!  I tried to run to her, but I was frozen with fear.  I got myself in motion in time to see her crash to the brick floor.  I swear to you I could not breath!  She didn't break anything, she wasn't bleeding, but she did have some sick bruises and scrapes.  The thing is she'll cry for like 20 minutes, cling to mom for the next hour and then start being her adventurous self by an hour and a half.  My sister hates when she does this and watches her for hours to make sure she doesn't have a concussion, but I just laugh thinking ther goes antoher thousand brain cells!  I swear she is going to be a mottocross racer of sky diving instructor.  She really is a brave little girl.  She's trying to walk now and I just know that as soon as she does, watch out mom, she'll be all over the place.

     That's about it for now...I signed up for a pageant on campus so it's taking alot of my time.  Plus, I odn't have internet readily available to me.  I have to use my mom's computer because she won't network mine to her's.